Dr Paranoid Android

Jesus, who knew that getting a job would be such a mental drain, emotionally I’m a wreck cause it’s a big change in my life, I cant bring myself around to looking at jobs, and if I have any chance of getting a job I may stumble over whilst feeling brave, my heart decides it’s a great time to start freaking me the-fuck out by beating 500 times faster than normal.

 Well whatever job I get, will be my first, probably doesn’t help that I’ve had no ‘real’ form of career. At the same time I’m looking forward to the new challenges, and for the first time earning my way through this world. It’s a big damn world out there.

And I’m fucking scared. 

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